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ok kita start dengan masa, ataupun skala masa. Dalam scale geologi, atau masa, kalau sebut sekejap tu pun dah berjuta tahunnya. Kan bumi diciptakan lamaaaa sebelum Nabi Adam diturunkan, ni tally dengan scale masa dalam geologi. Manusia pun ada  masa Holocene, yang paling atas tu, jadi bayangkan betapa tuanya bumi ni, teringat dalam hadis Rasulullah yang famous masa Isra' Mi'raj, yang Nabi jumpa nenek tua bongkok tak ingat berapa, nak gambarkan betapa tuanya dunia ni. Tak lama nak kiamat dah, cuma wallahualam kita tak tahu bila. Dan bila digambarkan betapa nanti lamanya kehidupan di mahsyar atau di akhirat, wallahualam, speechless. Kita ni rasa setahun pun dah cukup lama, bayangkan 3800 juta tahun dahulu tu macam mana. Indescribeable. Setiap era pun ada peristiwanya sendiri, dan macam mana teori adanya bumi ni pun menarik. Yang ni nanti kita cover balik ya

Before I forget what I learnt in University, so I will update in this blog about what I think I learn haha. So, I studied Petroleum Geoscience, but maybe not directly involved in it in the future, so what am I going to do is first, to recap some points. Hope that it will be beneficial for me and for you guys reading this too! :)

Growing older, realizing too much to be done, much more obligations :(

because I am in confusion so yeah

Someday, If we were to be tested, I have these people around me. Unexpected things happens. First, a cousin who undergo PJJ with his wife, for more than 3 years and by the time the wife have been transferred to the nearby areas with his husband, Allah takes her in an accident, suddenly. Second, a friend of the family. He is young, have two sons, working with a quite handsome pay with the wife. Then, on his way to Jumaat prayer, a lorry hit him, leaving him paralyzed. With inability to move, and mouths to feed. I can't imagine the suffering or the emotional burden. But what I respect the most is his wife, whom tenacity and  perseverance keep the relationship keep going. He died, after five years. But still, the happiest person to know my SPM result and university entrance is him. I know that my father keeps a lot from me, as well as my mother. But I hope, they stay strong in the hurdles and always, keep inspiring. Just like all other fighters out there. Thank you for...

alhamdulillah, dah 7 bulan officially graduates from UTPPPPPPPP It's been a long journey huhu, an exhilarating but memorable one. Everything that happens happened for a reason. And yup, I'm still here, wondering what step am I going to take :) May Allah ease. Happiness for me, is when other people happy, and may Allah bless us all. For everything that happened, there are wisdom to it, for you to discover and Insyaallah He will guide us, if we stick on that one road, jalan orang yang beriman :) He knows best.

clarinet no 36 I am always very fond of music, orchestra and poems. Guess that runs in our genes :) I even made a short story out of it, and send it to school's magazine when I was in Form 5, putting Khaliss name as Khalissa, who is a girl playing clarinet. 6 years later, Khaliss entered the same school and surprisingly, the only thing we can talk for hours are clarinet,music, marching band, english and geography :) We  are pioneer of the band, I remembered the time when band was considered as tempat set netok, set ganas. But I am very passionate about it (although my skills doesn't show so,haha) But still, I sometimes missed the life. One Band One Sound :)

terima kasih atas ingatan dalam sekeping doa lewat pengharapan terima kasih atas selembar harapan kau bentang bawah cahaya terima kasih atas sekuntum senyum paling manis yang pernah ada terima kasih atas serelung kasih sekurangnya jalan ini jalan sama terima kasih atas kiriman rindu senyum :)

Tuhan dekat dengan orang yang patah hatinya yang masih teraba dalam gelap seakan ada lohong dalam dada Apa itu? Berjalan dengan jasad tanpa jiwa Masih, Tuhan dekat dengan orang yang patah hatinya Dalam sujud kali ini, tiada air mata yang terurai Tiada Kosong Hollow inside That's because you have no vision, can't see what's coming Everyday is only walking moments Because you are far from Him Far. Jauh

I always wondered how those days would look like, 70's - The twins enjoying ABBA songs and as well, in the 80's , the Islamic revival came along, like hurricane. I always wondered. Hope that I would have great stories to tell to my future children :) Just like what I used to experience from my grandparents and family