the ? question
people always ask me this one common question
'why don't you go for oversea?"
I don't know.
'why don't you go for medicine?you have the look and attitude'
Hurmm..I just don't know.
I don't have the right answer for the question, it was me who decide for this,and I actually quite 49-50% reluctant about what have I chosen.I don't know what should I be,ever since in primary school or kindergarten.
My first ambition was a....mother?hahahhaha....I'm just being too enthusiastic to my early years dolls.A cabinet full of dolls...and I will spend all day long just to comb their hair,uttered some motherly words...huh...I think all girls used to be like that.
First time to be in primary school,the teacher asked me that one 'haunted' question:
'What is your ambition?'
'Doctor'-If not doctor,maybe police,or teacher..Children only know those kind of answers.*sigh
I love drawing people and things surrounding me.One day,a friend asked "why don't you become an architect?"
Later on, I want to become architect,just because of that statement.As if only drawing skills are needed to become that.
When mother was not around, I took all her papers and books..including a bunch of new exercise books just to make sketches on them.What a waste.I just enjoy drawing people portraits.But still,,a cousin reminded ; maybe during this time,it is that what you want,but you must think if being a fashion designer suitable with your life..your parents..you must keep a real ambition,something professional to ensure better future lies in front of you
And there gone cartoonist,manga-ka,fashion designer or even graphic designer term in my life.
But still,people urged me to become a doctor.Specky face and so-called-hardworking-look (eventhough I am the laziest person in the universe.)
so,during Form 4,a history teacher asked-what do you want to be?
I was thinking for few minutes before a word suddenly popped out.
OPHTHALMOLOGIST-why?
*flashback
One day, some interns came to my house to do some research.They are friendly,in fact,very friendly.Doctor,why don't I become a doctor like them?I love the scent of hospital,the white coat,stethoscope.And there's many who wore specs in my family.
Thus,I decided to treat them.As an ophthalmologist,As an eye specialist-can find cure for myopia,cataracts and those ilnesses.
One more,I heard that we can pursue medicine in Russia. I always wanted to be there since I read
this
this....just stories of moscow
and bunch of documentaries about how Islam spread in Russia,Tartar,Soviet Union,and most important,about Czar nicholas and Peter Illyich Tchaikovsky..Ah,those amazing pieces of tchaikovsky-the swan lake and 1812 overture.
the mystery of anastasia
After quite a while,it was geography which attracted me so much. One day,at village,I discovered a book about Nobel prize winner.Complete biographies.Thus,what is thriller than thiss?sure,amazed by them,I want to be one of them,but how?Thrilled of global warming and some our motherearth's issues,my ambition changed one again.I want to work in biotechnology.
this is all that thing above's fault when I found out what geologist is all about,and blame on me;too many ambitions.
However,some parents said..It is hard for women to maintain their career and family later.Being teacher,you can socialize with people and hey,you can get free doa too..Lots of benefits...I wish I can be a Physics teacher.
After SPM,I still don't know what to be and where to pursue my studies.A choice have been made,and I believed this is the best way for me.No matter which road I take,I hope it will lead me to contribute something useful for everyone and each single aspects.
just TAWAKAL and REDHA..(of course after trying our best)
'why don't you go for oversea?"
I don't know.
'why don't you go for medicine?you have the look and attitude'
Hurmm..I just don't know.
I don't have the right answer for the question, it was me who decide for this,and I actually quite 49-50% reluctant about what have I chosen.I don't know what should I be,ever since in primary school or kindergarten.
My first ambition was a....mother?hahahhaha....I'm just being too enthusiastic to my early years dolls.A cabinet full of dolls...and I will spend all day long just to comb their hair,uttered some motherly words...huh...I think all girls used to be like that.
First time to be in primary school,the teacher asked me that one 'haunted' question:
'What is your ambition?'
'Doctor'-If not doctor,maybe police,or teacher..Children only know those kind of answers.*sigh
I love drawing people and things surrounding me.One day,a friend asked "why don't you become an architect?"
Later on, I want to become architect,just because of that statement.As if only drawing skills are needed to become that.
When mother was not around, I took all her papers and books..including a bunch of new exercise books just to make sketches on them.What a waste.I just enjoy drawing people portraits.But still,,a cousin reminded ; maybe during this time,it is that what you want,but you must think if being a fashion designer suitable with your life..your parents..you must keep a real ambition,something professional to ensure better future lies in front of you
And there gone cartoonist,manga-ka,fashion designer or even graphic designer term in my life.
But still,people urged me to become a doctor.Specky face and so-called-hardworking-look (eventhough I am the laziest person in the universe.)
so,during Form 4,a history teacher asked-what do you want to be?
I was thinking for few minutes before a word suddenly popped out.
OPHTHALMOLOGIST-why?
*flashback
One day, some interns came to my house to do some research.They are friendly,in fact,very friendly.Doctor,why don't I become a doctor like them?I love the scent of hospital,the white coat,stethoscope.And there's many who wore specs in my family.
Thus,I decided to treat them.As an ophthalmologist,As an eye specialist-can find cure for myopia,cataracts and those ilnesses.
One more,I heard that we can pursue medicine in Russia. I always wanted to be there since I read
and bunch of documentaries about how Islam spread in Russia,Tartar,Soviet Union,and most important,about Czar nicholas and Peter Illyich Tchaikovsky..Ah,those amazing pieces of tchaikovsky-the swan lake and 1812 overture.
the mystery of anastasia
After quite a while,it was geography which attracted me so much. One day,at village,I discovered a book about Nobel prize winner.Complete biographies.Thus,what is thriller than thiss?sure,amazed by them,I want to be one of them,but how?Thrilled of global warming and some our motherearth's issues,my ambition changed one again.I want to work in biotechnology.
this is all that thing above's fault when I found out what geologist is all about,and blame on me;too many ambitions.
However,some parents said..It is hard for women to maintain their career and family later.Being teacher,you can socialize with people and hey,you can get free doa too..Lots of benefits...I wish I can be a Physics teacher.
After SPM,I still don't know what to be and where to pursue my studies.A choice have been made,and I believed this is the best way for me.No matter which road I take,I hope it will lead me to contribute something useful for everyone and each single aspects.
just TAWAKAL and REDHA..(of course after trying our best)
Comments
Post a Comment