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There are few good movies that really made impact on my life Up until now When I was 5 or 6 years old, There’s a scene on screen – shows a girl having a very tough life The setting is in Iran. That girl, around my age at that time is living in a house that was nearly collapsed. She has to work (at 7 years old) in order to survive Her mother is sick. Very sick. They don’t have any money and her mother might not survived if not be sent to hospital. Oh wait, the story do not end yet. That little girl, with a naïve mind: sincerely wrote a letter to God about her mother, telling stories about her life, having faith that Allah may read her letter and help them. The letter is unaddressed. When the post office officer checked the letters to be send, he accidentally saw that letter. At first, he decided to throw it away-usual incomplete letter, until he checked once again and found flowers put together with the letter. Interested to know, he read it sentence ...

bismillahirrahmanirrahim Doa Melihat Keindahan Alam رَبَّنَا مَا خَلَقْتَ هَذا بَاطِلاً سُبْحَانَكَ فَقِنَا عَذَابَ النَّارِ Ya Tuhan kami, tiadalah Engkau menciptakan ini dengan sia-sia Maha Suci Engkau, maka peliharalah kami dari siksa neraka Alam sentiasa bertasbih kepada Tuhan dengan caranya sendiri bahkan sentiasa mendoakan orang yang menuntut ilmu termasuk kita,tanpa kita sedar. Alam dan seluruh isinya merupakan satu nikmat yang Tuhan kurniakan untuk kita hargai dan saling bergantung hidup.Udara - tanpanya kita tidak mampu hidup,dan sering kali menjadi rezeki yang dilupakan manusia. Ada yang pernah berkata,jika mahu berlatih untuk ikhlas memberi tanpa balasan,berilah makanan kepada kucing,haiwan lain atau tumbuh-tumbuhan.Ini adalah kerana mereka tidak akan memberikan balasan sebagaimana manusia. Alam dan isinya,Subhanallah sangat luas,cantik dan memberikan seribu satu ketenangan dalam hati.Ketika jiwa runsing,gelisah,dengarlah senandung alam dan kita akan rasa t...

Gumam kecil pada bibir,melepaskan keluh-kesah yang berat bersarang di pundak. Memencil diri pada dimensi yang dikira hanya dia yang wujud,di tepi dinding putih berhampiran rak yang menempatkan beberapa hadaman jiwa.Di situ tempat dia bertapa-Setelah tegang urat leher cuba merungkai beberapa persoalan yang muncul cukup untuk menambah rusuh di jiwa. Setelah beberapa dialog tak berkesudahan antara nafsu dan nurani menjengah rasa. Perlawanan yang cukup keras antara duanya dan dia di tengahnya. -merasakan seperti ada lohong pada jiwa,kematu  keras pada hati. Dengan itu dia berkeputusan kembali ke daerah sunyi mencari hakiki. menguntai malu yang masih tersisa,rindu yang terselit sepi,dan hati yang segar mekar pada Tuan yang Maha Memberi. mencari sesuatu yang sangat dirinduinya selama ini. Rasa itu.Rindu. di rak buku - dia mencari jawapan pada soalannya Bertandang ke rumah yang sentiasa mengalukan tetamu,Had menemukan itu. Pada layangan bebas burung celah ru...

bismillah, I've found out a video that is pretty much answering my thoughts before : about us,that spiritual voids. "Do you order righteousness of people and forget yourselves while you recite the scripture?Have you then no sense? "(2:44) gotcha!a slap on the face Years ago,I was pretty much ambitious to become 'something' at age of 20. Reading this article made me realized that i was stucked in past moments - I was still there - spiritually yes wishing for this and that and to have this or to achieve that.That peace,that feeling -how I do miss those and eventually forgot that time is running. TIME IS RUNNING OUT! and certainly forgot to appreciate time that I have now. until something happens,for some it is called as a WAKE UP CALL suddenly,you wake up from a long,long dream,and somehow you were clinging to reality.You're started to evaluate what have you done before and regretting the  past that have left you. it is now or never. N...

The dunya is our transit for the next stop. Just a transit. 2013.February 2013. Time flies,and if it is not well-managed,all are useless.Being home,peeked some hot news in the newspapers but the news that caught my attention was about accidents - people lose relatives,friends in a relatively short time.And usually,their acts before that will affect the loved ones severely. Last few years,just like today - It's raining ,my father got a phone call from his friend saying that his friend's son - my childhood friend was drowned and his body was not yet found. The feeling at that moment,our awe-strucken's face just could describing our shocked state.The shutters,nervousness,sympathy came like hurricane and suddenly,we were back in our village,his home in an hour time. Seeing him without his soul is somehow a moment I wouldn't forget for my whole lifetime. His life would be considered as a dramatic life,he's the leader of the family,the one who carried the ho...