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I wandered lonely as a cloud That floats on high o'er vales and hills, When all at once I saw a crowd, A host, of golden daffodils; Beside the lake, beneath the trees, Fluttering and dancing in the breeze. Continuous as the stars that shine And twinkle on the milky way, They stretched in never-ending line Along the margin of a bay: Ten thousand saw I at a glance, Tossing their heads in sprightly dance. The waves beside them danced, but they Out-did the sparkling leaves in glee; A poet could not be but gay, In such a jocund company! I gazed—and gazed—but little thought What wealth the show to me had brought: For oft, when on my couch I lie In vacant or in pensive mood, They flash upon that inward eye Which is the bliss of solitude; And then my heart with pleasure fills, And dances with the daffodils

My beloved daughter and dignified teacher Asma al-Beltaji; I do not say goodbye to you; I say tomorrow we shall meet again. You have lived with your head held high, rebellious against tyranny and shackles and loving freedom. You have lived as a silent seeker of new horizons to rebuild this nation to assume its place among civilizations. You never occupied yourself with what preoccupies those of your age. Even though traditional studies failed to fulfil your aspirations and interest; you have always been the first in your class. I have not had enough of your precious company in this short life, especially that my time did not allow me to enjoy your companionship. The last time we sat together at Rabaa Al Adawiya square you asked me "even when you are with us you are busy" and I told you "it seems that this life will not be enough to enjoy each other's company so I pray to God that we enjoy our companionship in paradise." Two nights before you were murdered I saw ...

"Ingatlah Aku nescaya Aku akan mengingati kamu" (al-baqarah:152) Isytisyhad.Yang Ingin mati syahid Panjang angan-angan,ialah ciri-ciri orang yang menemui kebinasaan. Kita sudah menemui jalan yang terbaik,kita sudah dikurniakan apa yang dipinta.Allah telah mengurniakan kasihnya kepada kita menerusi wasilah ini. Kenapa perlu berundur ke belakang? Teori memang mudah. Mujahadah itu sukar,namun hasilnya manis. Takut,kita jadi orang yang berkata-kata,bukan yang melaksanakan.(as-saff:2,3) Tipu daya syaitan itu sungguh benar,licik. Semakin kuat kita hendak berhijrah,Allah akan meletakkan ujian di hadapan kita ; dan itu hanyalah ujian untuk menguatkan kita.Untuk membawa kita ke syurga abadi. Sering kali kita meletakkan diri sebagai orang yang beriman seperti dalam seruan al-Quran.Pernahkah kita membayangkan diri sebagai orang-orang yang zalim?Takut,syok sendiri...... Mengajak orang dengan kebaikan tapi tidak beramal dengannya? Namun jangan pernah kita menj...

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better love story than cinderella,still admire it although years have passed when i first heard it from my aunt in the kindergarten. gadis yang buta,pekak dan bisu

Kan melangkah kaki dengan pasti Menerobos segala onak duri Generasi baru yang telah dinanti Tak takut dicaci tak gentar mati Bagai gelombang terus menerjang Tuk tumbangkan segala kezhaliman Dengan tulus ikhlas untuk keadilan Hingga pertiwi gapai sejahtera Takkan surut walau selangkah Takkan henti walau sejenak Cita kami hidup mulia Atau syahid mendapat surga Disedarkan dengan kisah sahabat yang pengakhirannya cukup manis.Iltizam yang diganjarkan tawaran lumayan. 'Just because it doesn't happen here,doesn't mean that it doesn't happening' Hidup mulia atau mati syahid Semoga tenanglah di sana. "dan jangan sekali-kali Engkau menyangka orang-orang Yang terbunuh (yang gugur Syahid) pada jalan Allah itu mati, (Mereka tidak mati) bahkan mereka adalah hidup (secara istimewa) di sisi Tuhan mereka Dengan mendapat rezeki; (dan juga) mereka bersukacita Dengan kurniaan Allah (balasan mati Syahid) Yang telah dilimpahkan kepada mereka, dan merek...

bismillah sejak dulu lagi kalau ke hospital, benda yang paling suka buat ialah pergi ke bilik bayi, [ruangan kaca] dan lihat bayi menggeliat. bau hospital tingkap kaca katil bayi entah kenapa memang itu tempat tujuan. kebetulan memang antara memori masa kecil banyak dihabiskan melawat orang di hospital sambil heret adik seorang (masa tu) jalan-jalan keliling hospital mainan,lukisan. ............................................................................ inkubator berlubang dua masa aku lahir tu dunia aku ibu cerita waktu dia discaj aku kena tinggal di hospital lama juga dan kenderaan masa tu hanya motor buruk ayah hospital sejam jarak kalau berkereta. jadi jarang kami berjumpa. naluri ibu :') walaupun lahir awal, peluang pun tipis ayah selalu datang menjenguk ibu hanya mampu meredam rasa di rumah. dan hari demi hari keadaan semakin ok. "kakak kuat" walaupun jauh kami doakan kakak. ............................

Too much strokes  Slash those challenges!

Waking up in the morning, gotta make my prayer Am I really gonna' make it, when there is no one there? Taking trips to the masjid (mosque), even when it's tough Am I going for the sake of Allah? Am I showing off? Gonna' get me the knowledge, gonna study Islam Am I going just to build my ego? so they call me "the Man"? Does it matter if the people respect me, when it's not for Allah? When I know anytime He can take me, without one real du'a (prayer) Does it matter if they say I'm a big shot? When I get no reward for my deeds And I'm dragged on the Day of Resurrection Cause of the folks that I wanted to please Plus I know that Allah has the power To raise me up in their eyes if it need be I should always make my intentions, for my Lord, Allah completely Chorus: Are my Intentions alright? am I doing for Allah? When I'm looking deep, deep down inside, do I have the right niyyah? Wearing thoubs with a kufi, kufi Miswaks leather socks like the old da...

hargailah ibu bapa anda sebelum terlambat. *pengajaran filem ni kisah gambar : ada seorang kanak-kanak yang sangat idamkan kamera canggih macam dalam TV,tapi puas diminta tak dapat kerana mahal sangat. Untuk tidak menghampakan anaknya yang siang malam mengigau,main ambil gambar guna tangan sendiri,si ayah bawa anaknya ke kedai rucit dipekan. Kamera mainan (keychain RM2) - itupun dikira antara mainan paling mahal pernah si anak dapat. Kamera oren.Perlu diputar. Bila diletakkan mata di ruang atas belakang kamera,terlihat gambar pemandangan seluruh dunia,9 @ 7 gambar kot.7 Keajaiban Dunia. Dan itu benda paling ajaib yang pernah berlaku pada si anak. Sejak itu,dia tidak termimpi lagi =)

ما في المقامِ لذي عقلٍ وذي أدبِ مِنْ رَاحَة  ف َدعِ الأَوْطَانَ واغْتَرِبِ     Dan tiadalah duduk setempat bagi orang cerdik dan beradab itu dianggap sebagai rehat Tinggalkanlah tanah air dan mengembaralah سافر تجد عوضاً عمَّن تفارقهُ   وَانْصِبْ فَإنَّ لَذِيذَ الْعَيْشِ فِي النَّصَبِ Berkelanalah, engkau akan dapat pengganti orang yang kamu tinggalkan berusahalah kerana keindahan hidup itu ada pada berpenat-penatan إني رأيتُ وقوفَ الماء يفسدهُ   إِنْ سَاحَ طَابَ وَإنْ لَمْ يَجْرِ لَمْ يَطِبِ Aku melihat air yang tenang bertakung mencemar kandungannya sendiri Sekiranya mengalir ia akan baik, sekiranya ia tidak mengalir, tercemar والأسدُ لولا فراقُ الأرض ما افترست   والسَّهمُ لولا فراقُ القوسِ لم يصب Singa sekiranya tidak keluar dari kepompong dunianya nescaya tidak akan dijinakkan anak panah kalau tidak berpisah dengan busurnya nescaya tidak akan mengena sasarannya والشمس لو وقفت في الفلكِ دائمة  لَمَلَّهَا النَّاسُ م...

A year ago,around this time,I unintendedly found a column in Majalah Anis,about a review of a travelogue book entitled Hikmah yang Tersirat.Thought that it may look usual,maybe the for-parents-or-lengthy novel that only typical girls  would read ( I would rather branding myself as a pretty different,not your next-door-girl type),I would just skipped the pages. Then,one day,(out of sudden),I was merely killed by boredom and this has lead me to read that review once again.Beautiful portrayal of a happy family : two young parents and their two beautiful daughters.Everything seems so perfect until I read the last line that states the young husband has died due to a car crash near his hometown,not in a middle of war place that used to be his workplace.Anticipated,adrenaline rush,ice cream rush or even chocolate rush flood my whole bloodstreams,this is something! He is Nafastari,a young diplomat from Trengganu,who wrote so much about his life in Pakistan in his blog (some sort of tra...